Comments for Jim
When the rich young ruler runs up and kneels before Jesus and asks what he must do to inherit eternal life, Jesus questions him a bit, and then makes an interesting statement. Jesus says, "You lack one thing." What does he mean exactly? It would appear that this young man had it all. At a material level, he is secure. He doesn’t have to worry about the things most of the rest of us do. He’s got power, money, good health care coverage, great retirement plan, and leisure time. And he is young; he’s got his whole life before him. And, he appears to have everything on a religious level as well. When Jesus asks him about the commandments, he says he has always followed them. Faithfully following Torah means, of course, that he gives generously, at least a tithe of his wealth – probably more, to the synagogue. There is no hint at all here that he is a hypocrite, or smug, or trying to trick or impress Jesus. Mark says, "Jesus loved him." (The Jesus Seminar Version of this text says, "Jesus loved him at first sight.") He is a good, likeable, honest, decent, religious person; a dream come true for a church nominating committee. Yet – he lacks one thing. What is it? We are given no hint. Does Jesus mean he lacks compassion, or a sense of social justice? Does he lack some capacity? Identify with this young man a bit. Jesus is telling him something he already knows. He knows he lacks something, or else he wouldn’t seek out Jesus. He senses at some level, does he not, that he is doing everything right, but that, in the final analysis, he may come up short. Eternal life (whatever that means exactly) seems to be eluding him. Think about that. You are trying your best to do everything right - morally, ethically, culturally, spiritually – but somewhere in your heart there is this nagging doubt. The appealing thing about this young man is that his doubts, his questions, are afflicting him. He is genuinely suffering. He thought he could achieve peace of mind by gaining worldly security. It isn’t working. He thought he could achieve peace of mind (spiritual peace of mind) by being religious – that is, by doing and being good. And that isn’t working either. He reminds me of a clergy friend who achieved great success by the winning formula of working hard and being nice to people. Except that one day he discovered he had a mysterious and painful disease. Soon it prevented him from working. And then it eventually prevented him from being nice. And it was then, and only then, that he actually experienced God’s love - maybe for the first time. We are told that we suffer in life because we are attached. My friend was attached to the idea of personal achievement through working hard. He was attached to the notion that pleasing others brought happiness. And it was all taken away from him. And then he met God. Whatever the young man in the story is lacking, Jesus is inviting him to detach. Paul Tillich said that we seek to find meaning in our lives in one of three ways. First we try to find meaning "out there" – in teachings, in rules, in pleasing other people, in winning fame and approval. It is the belief that the answer can be found externally. A second way we seek to find meaning is by asserting our independence. I am an autonomous person, a rugged individualist. I will not depend on anyone and make my own way. Meaning is to be found right here. Dependency or autonomy? But the third way, the spiritual way, is to find meaning in God. The young man yearns for eternal life and is doing his best to be a good person in order to achieve it. Jesus speaks of detaching so that you can attach. Detach from all your possessions and attach yourself to God. "Follow me." Detach – Attach. I believe Jesus is saying, "Let go of this ego that believes you can figure all this out and do it. Let go of your sense of who you are as a person. Let go of your understanding of what it means to be a person – if you want eternal life." Let go of it all. What you lack is not a little fine-tuning here or there, of this or that. What you lack is not even some capacity of some sort. What you lack is a radical openness to God. The one thing you lack is everything. What you lack is the pearl of great price; the thing for which you must sell everything you own in order to possess it. I am particularly fond of the writings of the fourteenth century English mystic, Julian of Norwich. Following an illness that nearly killed her, she recorded a series of mystical experiences. Let me read briefly from one of her revelations. From Chapter XII of Showings
I find this wonderfully powerful. Christ enthroned in our hearts, exercising sovereign rule over all creation. And in this awareness, we will not and cannot be overcome. And all will be well. She says that nothing is more important than to see that, and to have that true understanding of who we really are. We are Christ within us. And to live in contemplation of Christ within us forms the very center of our spiritual lives. And in so living we are empowered, equipped, strengthened, and made secure. Dwelling together in that understanding, we know that we cannot be overcome and that all will be well. No matter what. AMEN. |